You got me and Jesus!

I love my best friend! This song has gotten us through a lot over the years, and has been a reminder of all the goofy days we have had jamming out in the church! hahaha
I love you my girl!




"Me And Jesus"
Stellar kart


When there's nowhere else to turn
All your bridges have been burned
Feels like you've hit rock bottom
Don't give up it's not the end
Open up your heart again
When you feel like no one
Understands where you are

[chorus]
Someone loves you even when you don't think so don't you know you got
Me and Jesus by your side through the fight you will never be alone on your own you got me and Jesus

After all that we've been through
Be now you know I've doubted too
But everytime my head was in my
Hands you said to me
Hold on to what we got
This is worth any cost so
Make the most of life
That's borrowed
Love like there's no tomorrow

Passion.

The Latin definition of passion is to “suffer” or “endure”.

During my time in Los Angeles, I was asked the question “what am I truly passionate about?” and for the first time I’ve realized I’m passionate (I would suffer) for Native American Youth.

Growing up being aware of the racism and the oppression that Native American Youth face, I’ve always been one to try and “break the odds” and be someone who didn’t need to fall into the stereotype of what my people were constantly falling into. My belief in creator God, is what kept me falling into a life to drugs and alcohol.

I’ve always loved working with Youth and Young Adults, trying to inspire them to take a chance in life and chase after your dreams.
I'm excited to see what the future holds for me as an Image Consultant, I want to be able to empower youth and young adults through;
-Fashion (dressing modestly and fashionably)
-Health and Fitness (becoming what you were created to be)
-First Impressions (job interviews and dressing for success)

I absolutly love seeing people reach for their dreams and chase after what they want in life, and I believe if you want something so bad, it will happen. I want to be able to come along side of my generation and help them strive to become all that they can be.

Right now i'm listening to...

Girly mode :)



Haha, I'm still sadly in love with Taylor Swift... don't judge!

The bright side of journeys

It's about a journey, choices, mistakes that lead you to where you are now, which in my case is an end result of some of those mistakes and trials. Not to say my journey is done, rather a part is done so a new one can begin. But, there will... always be the mistake I remember most and thought was the last chapter. The hope, love, never giving up and wanting something so bad you need it. The person who was afraid, or didn't know what they had... is now just a memory, it never felt finished...but sometimes, some journeys aren't meant to be finished, only felt or maybe only understood. Maybe perhaps that was the end of that journey, although it never felt as much.
You never mean to make mistakes, or rather most or some people don't mean to purposely make mistakes. But you have the hope and the dream, you want to create and do something good and share with another. Sometimes those are the mistakes you need to go through to learn, building blocks. Or maybe I'm just looking on the bright side...

My Mothers Strenght

(this was originally writen sept 26, 2010)
Last night I found new admiration for my mom.
and it also made me realize what a forturnite fool i really am!
The person I am today, is because of my mothers strenght and perseverance thoughtout her life.
As she was allowing me to see glimpses of her childhood, I wanted to feel sorry for her, I wanted to cry, but it was in that moment I felt and realized her strenght.
What kind of woman could go through so much garbage and still find it in her heart to forgive and become such a loving person; a person who would do anything she possibly could to help family and friends?
Easy, a woman who is living for the person who created her!

When I say i'm a fortunite fool, I say this because I was given everything in life, and now i still expect that... i have BIG dreams, dreams that I sometimes think will just happen. I'm learning what I put into life, is what I get out of it. I've been so truly blessed to have had a life that was handed to me on a silver platter, but I need to FINALLY learn to not be afraid of failure, or not always being "perfect". I know what I believe, and I know who I am. I want have that same drive my mother has.